25/07/2021, 00:22
I’m not too sure what’s going on in my mind as I’m writing this. I’m overwhelmed because I’m starting my semester on Monday. I have failed and until now I’m still processing the things I have done wrong which are fully my responsibility. I am ending this escapism tactic I do when faced with difficult or overwhelming situations. I am getting myself out there, asking for help when I really need it. This time it will be different.
Right now I’m just trying to be kinder to myself. I am not rushing anything as the things that are meant to come by me, the things that are meant for me, the people that I am fated to meet and learn a lot from, will come to me in the right time. I feel good about myself today and if it helps, it is really okay to not be able to express or say everything that is in your mind.
P.S: None of these makes sense right now but I will promise myself to keep writing here to update how I was going with my life. Going to do my readings/lectures now. Ciao!